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Saturday, 12 June 2010

Thursday, 03 June 2010

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    Feeling Good: The Very Best of Nina Simone
    By Nina Simone
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    Yikes

    Wow, it's been an impeccably long time since I've blogged on here. That will change; I started a journal about 5 months ago, and now it has disappeared. So, I've been coming on here more and more often and then I said to myself today, "why don't I just blog on here again?" Besides, it's always nice to get some feedback from random people I don't even know.
    At any rate.
    Hrmmm.. where to start? Well, I came out of the closet. I'm bi, as well, I dated a girl (for a whole 5 days...). I have this thing, where I make plans with people, and then when the time comes to follow through with the plan, I sometimes just want to sit at home, read/paint/be alone. I guess she just thought I was blowing her off. Kind of unfortunate, 'cause she was pretty cool. But life goes on.
    As well, I've been kind of off and on with this other guy, Taylor, for the past 5ish months. He has a kid. It's weird. I'm beginning to get to the point where I don't want to talk to him, but I find myself still craving his affection.
    As well, I did MDMA a few weeks ago, and ended up having sex with one of my good friends, Tristam. Yes, my life is swell *rolls eyes*. It sometimes scares me how chaotic and uncontrollable my life has been. Last month was AMAZING up until the end. Now I just want to gain control of myself again. I don't want to be with anyone. I don't want to have to worry about how other people perceive what I'm doing. Over all, I want to just be more independent. And so, I've just decided to not date anyone. Asexuality, for the win.
    It sometimes scares me how much I like being alone. How much more comfortable I am in isolation... don't get me wrong, I really like having company. I think it's just because I don't like people. Let me rephrase that; I don't like being around them. I'd much rather sit at home, listen to tunes, go on nice walks sometimes. Overall, I really like being solitary. Suppose it can be good and bad...
    Anyway, I've got to stop distracting myself from homework.

Monday, 16 November 2009

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    Norwegian Wood
    By The Beatles
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    Peircing

     So, I got my smiley peircing done (see photo below - that's not me, by the way) about 3 days ago and my parents haven't seen it yet. I think it's kinda rediculous, you can see a little metal thing in my mouth whenever I talk *laughs*

    lindasmiley

    And usually people only have one of the flappy skin things up there. I have TWO ...

    I call it my mouth vagina.

Monday, 12 October 2009

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    Come to Daddy EP
    By Aphex Twin
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    Reflecting

    Hmm... looking back at what I was saying at the beginning of the summer, and how I think now...

    I am a lot more happier. Not only with myself, but I completely accept everything around me. I'm not saying I'm okay with it, but I know that I can't change anyone. I can't make things different. One person's happiness can be completely different from anothers. Honestly, I don't know how people get around from day to day, you'd think it'd be complete chaos with how different everyone is from each other. It's almost as though there's a god that directs each of us saying "you go over there, you come here, you stay right where you are." Well not exactly like that, but you know what I mean.

    I'm just a lot more happier to be who I am, and have so many choices I can choose from. From that age I am right now... I can still become whatever I want to be! I have no strings tied right now :)

    Although, I know what path I want to be...

    I've decided that I want to be an Expressive Art Therapist. It's like a psychologist, but instead of talking to people about there's feelings (you still do..) you get them to express themselves through art. Whether it be painting, pottery, drama arts, etc etc! The list is endless. And not only that, you can do it anywhere in the world. There's always going to be people with trauma, or issues that want help. This will be the perfect excuse for me to travel (haha). Anyway, that's what I wanna do, and I'mma do it.

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

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